He had these red boots.
A missionary speaker at our church years ago told the story of being a boy growing up in Africa. In the pile of shoes donated to the kids in his village, there was a pair of fabulous red boots and he loved them. They fit perfectly. He felt like a super star when he wore them and he wore them everywhere.
Over time, he had to push a little harder to get his heel down in the boots. His toes began to pinch a little and then curl to squeeze into the shoe. Instead of choosing to go out and play with his brothers, he’d decline, knowing that walking and running would hurt his feet. But he didn’t want to admit the boots were too small. He loved them too much to stop wearing them.
In “Living In-Between, Part I,” I wrote about the first pitfall of our transition times in life. We tend to run ahead of God. We want to skip over the waiting time or the training period in order to get right to the good stuff of God fulfilling and completing His work in us.
The second pitfall, though, is no less dangerous. It’s holding onto the past when God tells us to move on. It’s squeezing ourselves into too-small red boots, making ourselves uncomfortable and hampering our service to God.
The past holds us hostage to shame.
The apostle Paul wrote:
Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus (Philippians 3:13-14).
If anyone understood how the shame of the past could imprison you, it was Paul, once a murderer and persecutor of Christians and now a follower of Christ.
He knew you couldn’t just “forget” what happened in the past, but that you had to constantly engage in “forgetting.” This process is ongoing because Satan is forever picking up the clumsy club of shame and beating us over the head with it.
“God can’t use you,” he says. “You messed up. Don’t you remember your sin? Your mistakes? How you’re impure and worthless?”
Paul also wrote that “there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus” (Romans 8:1). We cling to that daily. When Satan looms over us with shame, we banish him by purposefully forgetting what is behind and straining ahead to reach all that God’s grace has for us.
The past makes us comfortable with the known.
The missionary knew his red boots were fantastic, albeit ill-fitting. What if some new shoes didn’t measure up?
Some of us settle down so comfortably into the routines of life that we tremble at threats of change. This is how the Pharisees felt as they were shaken from their roosts of power by an unexpected Savior.
“I am the bread of life. Your ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, and they died. This is the bread that comes down from heaven, so that one may eat of it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats of this bread will live forever; and the bread that I will give for the life of the world is my flesh” (John 6:47-51).
He was offering people revolutionary sustenance—the Bread of eternal life. They preferred to remember the manna in the wilderness. Not that manna was bad. It was miraculous and sustaining and perfect provision from God at a necessary time.
Yet, manna was no more than a precursor of the ultimate heavenly provision—our Messiah and life-giver.
Are you choosing manna over the Bread of Life? Have you declined what God is offering because you’re content with what He’s already given?
In A Year With Jesus, Eugene Peterson prayed, “I don’t want to live on the memory of old miracles, but experience fresh ones in faith. Draw me into the fullness of this day’s grace in which you have new things to do in and through me” (p. 427).
Finally, the past reveals selfishness.
It was hard to do, but at last the little boy admitted the beautiful red boots didn’t fit him anymore. What good were boots if you couldn’t wear them or walk with them? Reluctantly, he handed the boots down to his younger brother and stepped into some new shoes of his own.
And there’s the key for us. How long had his brother been without the blessing of perfectly fantastic red boots all because his older brother couldn’t let them go?
Who are we hindering when we refuse to step down from ministries when God has told us to stop? Who does He want to raise up, to train, to use, to call and to bless?
James wrote: ” But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, willing to yield, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality and without hypocrisy” (James 3:17, NKJV).
Heavenly wisdom means we are willing to yield. Sometimes that means we let others pass or we invite them into the steam of ministry traffic. Sometimes it means slowing down and giving someone else a chance to jump in.
But, it depends on us to obey God peacefully, gently, with mercy and without hypocrisy when He tells us to stop hoarding the boots all to ourselves and to bless someone else with them instead.
We look forward to a new year full of new encounters with God. Are you willing to go where He leads even if it means leaving some things behind?
Heather King is a wife, mom, Bible Study teacher, writer for www.myfrienddebbie.com and worship leader. Most importantly, she is a Christ follower with a desire to help others apply the Bible to everyday life with all its mess, noise, and busyness. To read more devotionals by Heather King, click here.
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