My eighth-grader and I started having conversations with the high school guidance counselor in January. Emails. Phone calls. Face-to-face meetings. Then another round of all of the above.
She has filled out forms and answered questions, made requests and submitted papers, sent emails and then replied to the replies.
We’ve been prayerful, deeply prayerful. When her plans don’t work out exactly as she wants, we’ve gone back to our knees, prayed again, and tried something new.
While she’s been prepping for her first year of high school, my son is on his own transition to a new season. Last week we walked into the elementary school with a folder of paperwork, I handed over the form and just like that–he’s registered for kindergarten.
We’re praying over that, too, over teacher decisions and classmates and friends he’ll make.
Seasons of transition are seasons that should draw us into prayer and that’s me right now. Praying my way right on through!
I read in the book of Judges this morning about a familiar Biblical scenario: the Angel of the Lord visited a barren woman and told her she would give birth to a son.
He then gave her some specific instructions: don’t drink alcohol or eat anything unclean while you’re pregnant. Never cut his hair because he’ll be a Nazirite from birth and “he will begin to save Israel from the power of the Philistines.”
The woman excitedly told her husband about the message from the Angel and her husband, Manoah, does something I’d probably do:
He asked for more information.
He said, “Let’s pray and maybe the visitor will come back and tell us more about how to take care of this child.”
The Bible says, “God listened.” He heard their prayers and did indeed return.
I’ve had my own questions these past few months as I’ve prayed for my children, so I “get” Manoah. I understand wanting to make sure we do this right., wanting all the answers to all the questions.
My daughter breaks down into tears a few times in this process, and I realize she has this tremendous pressure to do it all exactly right, make every decision perfectly. If she chooses one wrong class, if she makes one wrong course selection, then maybe it will mess up everything–college choices, career options, the timeline of her life.
I remind her (and myself at the same time) that God is tenderly gracious. He guides us and redirects us and when we seek His will, He helps us know what to do.
If she’s seeking Him, she’s not ruining her life.
And I think about what this means for my own transition season. At least a dozen people have asked me in the last few months, “What are you going to do when your youngest starts school in September?”
Maybe I’m feeling the same kind of pressure as my daughter. To make every right decision so I don’t mess up the transition or waste the opportunity. I have my own questions to place before the Lord.
I realize today as I read, though, that Manoah didn’t ask the right questions. When the angel of the Lord came back , Manoah didn’t ask the things he originally said he was going to ask. He didn’t say, “What do we need to do to parent our son well or help him follow the Lord or fulfill his calling?”
Instead, he said this:
“When your words come true, what will be the boy’s responsibilities and work?” (Judges 13:12 CSB).
Oh, Manoah. I totally get you.
He said he just wanted some details about what they should do as parents, but what he really wanted to know was the end of the whole big story. Tell me the grand plan. Tell me everything about what my son is going to do as an adult and what your mission and purpose is for him .
Lord, tell me everything.
But the Angel of the Lord ignored that question as if it had never been asked and simply repeated what he said before: your wife shouldn’t eat anything unclean or drink any alcohol when she’s pregnant.
He didn’t tell Manoah what’s going to happen 20 years from now. when their son, Samson, became an adult. Instead, he only told Manoah what needed to happen in the next 9 months.
I need this same redirection for my heart and I need it frequently–that when I need to know what the next step is, He will show me the next step. For my children and for me.
Trust God from the bottom of your heart;
don’t try to figure out everything on your own.
Listen for God’s voice in everything you do, everywhere you go;
he’s the one who will keep you on track (Proverbs 3:5-6 MSG)